Wednesday, December 26, 2007

While shepherds wash their socks by night

Very Berry Smerry Christmas everyone!

I'm feeling a little tipsy from all the alcohol consumed earlier. Two parties at home in one night is not as nice. The food and the drinks, ya laaaa.. but then the cleaning up, not so good =(
Especially when you don't have a maid.

So Christmas has been great! You see la if I manage to tell you about it.
I've got another party tomorrow though, at Kats place. Gosh, I'm gonna miss her so freaking much =( How can I get someone else like that? I love you much much much Smatty. Looooooooove you!

Okay, time to go help clean up! taaaata

Sunday, December 23, 2007

How good are holidays suppose to be?

I can't figure it out. When it's good, it's bad and when it's bad, it's good.Hmmm, that was gibberish. Forget it.

Mamiway, (saying mamiway too much makes me think about sheeps more! I've been humming babablacksheep way too many times in a day) I went for the Indescribable Christmas thing in Glad Tidings. Twas awesome! So freaking good man. But then, because I went for that, I missed a party that provided free flow of red wine! =( ashilliekebab

You know what today is? Well, 22nd December 2007's a day worth remembering cause it's was my last day in GB as a girl. Next year, I'm gonna be promoted to be an officer. Which means, I'll be standing on the other side during roll call and dismissals, I'll be blowing the whistle more often, I'll be wearing heals instead of comfy shoes, I'll be in the GB room more often, Girls would address me as Ms Jasmine instead of YL Jasmine, I'll be attending AGMs and other M's, I won't be competing during inter squad competitions, I won't be working for awards, I won't be commanding during drill as often, I'll start participating camps as organiser/speaker/helper etc etc etc 11 years of GB... 11 years of wearing that shade of blue, of standing in that particular line, in that side of the hall... 11 years of being in SQUAD SEEK, eleven years! Would it be another 11 years you think? I'll be 29 then. Maybe so eh? I would like to think so =D

It was also our cooking competition. WE WON! phew! After alllll that dramaaaa, we WON! I LOVE MY SQUAD! Always have and always will. Even as an officer.

I have to sleeeeeeep. Got to wake up at 7.30 for choir in church. Good Night

Thursday, December 20, 2007


SMELLOW all ye fellow readers who read probably because they're out of things to do online and suddenly thought "Oh ya! There's Jasmine's blog to read. Should I try my luck and see if she's updated?" and the click and here you are. Then again, SMELLOW all ye random dropper-by-ers =D I don't quite know if I high, bored, or deprived of sleep. hmmmmm... nope, sorry, still don't know.

Mamiways, I've been so busy this month! First week was only - work at night. But I got a job where I go work 5 hours day in Bangsar Village so I won't be a pig at home. This week and last, it's been - wake up, go work, some event at night. I shouldn't even be here! It's 2.25am now... and I've got to work at 10am, then travel to KL to do my shopping, then travel to Puchong for a Christmas party thing. It's been like that the past 2 weeks!

Shucks, I still have to plan for cooking competition which is on the 22nd. If we don't win this one, we'll loose Best Squad for the first time in 3 years! or was it 4?? And to make things worst, it seems like I'm going to be the only senior there. die die die 1 YL, 7+ juniors, 8+ cadets. *chokes self*

Anyjollymollygollyway, I GOT MY LICENSE! Weeeeeee I can drive =D =D
and and and... I GOT ACCEPTED to be on Doulos!!!
and and and... CHRISTMAS IS LOVELY!
and and and... I LOVE CAROLS! (ok, sorry. that was random)

gosh.. so many things to do
so many things to do
so many things to do
so many things to do

Good night! Sorry if I disappointed you with a gibberishing post.
If I don't update by Christmas


Crap, it's 2.41am

Monday, December 10, 2007

Shouldn't be hating holidays

but I do. At least in school, you know you have stuff on everyday.

I failed driving =( Apparently, I'm a dangerous driver
My whole week has been - wake up in the afternoon, laze around, go work at night.

Work was nice. I was one of the front-of-house persons (Tear tickets, usher, sell snacks) at Tarap Man. Met all kinds of people. That guy from kopitiam, Mano Maniam was there. He asked me "do you play basketball?" So cool right? A celebrity talked to meeeeeeeee! I didn't even talk to him, but he did =D I just replied "No, I'm not athletic" Stupid me, I forgot I play netball. "You should!" was all he said. I just replied laughing with Summer. Anyway, I didn't expect a pay or anything, but on the last day, I GOT PAID!! Thanks Ann Lee! The show was SUPER GOOD. The set, actors, story... So original and creative. Go read the reviews, they're awesome.

I met this girl there, her name's Crystal. She looked oddly familiar, but I couldn't place her. maybe it because I HAVEN'T SEEN HER FOR TOO LONG! even though she says "see you" when we say our good byes. And no, being friends for more than 10 freaking years doesn't matter either. But, she has her "reasons". No reason is good enough to desert a friend for such a long time. I make the efforts, but isn't it a two way thing? No one would try hard would they? Or at least try hard when it comes to me.

The Christmas musical was yesterday. I played the organ because they needed the bells sound. I had expected 3 people there or I'd have no one to support me. None of them came. Only Kathy even though I only told her that afternoon. I LOVE YOU KAT!

Handbells is so not good. Practice so hard for a month and only 3 miserable performances. Sigh, Christmas this year is not good.

You can tell I'm in a bad mood. Just too bad these bad things had to happen during the worst time of the month.

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Movie gods

I really wanted to update my poor old blog, while waiting for the page to load, I was channel surfing and guess what? Behind Enemy Lines, Murder at 1600, and War of the Worlds all showing right now on Astro! It's a calling la I tell you... Too bad people, the movie gods have their way. I'm gonna sit down and enjoy Behind Enemy Lines.

Kathy, DON'T KILL ME! I'll update after the show. Keep your fingers crossed =P

Friday, November 30, 2007


Okay, so my comp's been fine so far. I'll just attempt to blog. I won't dare to blog about Cadet's Camp yet. I've got the pics! And they're wonderful!! 1GB worth of pictures over 2 days! I was "camera happy". So, I'll only post when I think it's safe enough, cause I don't want to get frustrated.

School's ending tomorrow. Which means the last day with Carolyn and Kathy. Sigh... I'm gonna miss them. I hated the feeling when Nina left, and I have to go through it again soon. I won't have a Fatty and a Shmarolyn - my genius.

I'm also leaving school soon, but they're gonna leave before me. I still have got three more months to call Chempaka PJ my school. It's weird, but I think leaving the whole school would be easier compared to individuals leaving me. I'll miss everyone of course! The Queen, the Freak, SheilaLau, Joce, Jo, Summer, Lizzy, and everyone else ( my brains are fried from doing too much SAT, so forgive me if I forgot your name), but it won't be the same. I guess it's because I'm still in the same environment, the same building, the same classroom where I see the both of them everyday. It'll be so different if they're suddenly not there. But when I leave, I'm in a whole new world.

It's the 30th today, which means four more months to complete everything in this stage of my life. Piano, school, etc... I'll even be an officer by then! I would have completed this part of my life. Sometimes, I can't wait for time to pass and continue to grow in more ways than one. Sometimes, I just want to stay here forever as I look back at my younger days and wish I were there once more. From April onwards, I'll be on a new road. A completely new one where nothing would seem familiar, one that would challenge me to use all that I've learnt so far. Doulos would be in April too, so it'll be months away from home, away from everything I've known.

A normal person would take finishing form 5 and going into college as their new step. It is. But hey, you're still at home, in Malaysia, with family and friends you know. I'll be a complete stranger to my new surroundings. With only one person who's known me forever with me - my Lord Jesus Christ, my Best Friend, my Mentor.

Oh wow, this is kinda the first time it's really hit me. That I won't be alone. I'll have Him to guide me just as He's done for the past 18 years. Past 18 years of my wonderful life.

Four more months. I'll go through it slowly.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

It hates blogs

You see!!! I was just blogging saying that its not my fault I've got no updates. The comp doesn't like it when I blog and crashes everytime. And then... *refer to picture*

cross your fingers and hope it doesn't happen again

Shaniway, Cadets Camp this weekend! Super cute kids for 2 days 1 night! Woohoo! I'm in charge of worship and games and more. CAN'T WAIT!

I would blog awards/graduation night, but I don't have the nice pictures yet.

OMG! My comp REALLY doesn't like it when I blog. I just tried to upload super cute pictures of the wonderful cadets, and it just keeps crashing.

Sorry people, at least I tried right? I'll edit this post later when the comp likes me better. (oooo, that rhymed!)

I've got to sleep now. Otherwise, I'll probably sleep in class again. You know, I think I'll end up sleeping anyway!

edit (24/11)

My comp likes me today. It's rare, so ENJOY!

Okay, I know I said my comp likes me, but it's mean! It took me more than 2 hours to get all these pictures loaded up, so don't say I didn't try!!

Aren't they all super duper uber cute?? Would definitely love to blog about cadets camp. I came back all cadetfied! But my cam's not with me, so just wait la! It's worth it =D

Monday, November 5, 2007

Monday blues

School was awesome! I did nothing but sleeeeep =D Only reached at 10.30 cause my daddy took me to the dentist.

As we left the clinic

I'm sending you home right?

no! schoool

it's already 10.30, just go home la!

( school starts at 9!)

no, cannot. if I don't turn up, Lizzy will slaughter me

That was lame. Whatever la! I think it's funny =P

I went to school, open my science book, and SLEPT! The Queen also had a niceee nap. We slept throughout the whole day, only woke up for lunch and choir. I think the Fatty did it too! Woooohoooo!! Sleepers unite!!

colors so nice right? Queen on the left, I'm on the right.

I love my cubicle, it's so nice to sleep in. The boards at the sides are just nice. The Queen tried sleeping like me. She said it hurt her hand. HAH! Don't have my height ma =D

If only there was a picture of us sleeping on the same side. I was awake to hear Isaac saying

They're sleeping on the same side! to the right, to the right (think Beyonce)

Tuesday, October 30, 2007


Blogaration - the inspiration to blog

I seriously need something. I'm suppose to be writing my essay for the OM application form. About how I became a Christian and all that. I can't bleeding write anything la. I've only done 2 paragraphs and I think they suck. I kinda have an idea? but it's not coming up properly!

So, after a week of neglecting this poor old ugly blue blog, I finally turned to it for help. Maybe, just maybe, by blogging, I'd be able to write my essay more naturally and make it an awesome one.

I'm rely on blogaration to get inspiration. Ma-ma-mia!

Oh shitty crap, now I have nothing to write about. I can either rant, or go through some stuff that's happening (not much la. I'm a loser remember?) I can't use pictures either, cause then it'll be defeating my whole purpose of writing this post right?

School's having the awards/ graduation night n the 11th. Our school(Chempaka PJ) was suppose to be organizing it. But... the 'higher authorities" have been so messed up lately, everything got jumbled up and now, things are back to the same. Messy, last minute, not organised. I'm graduating la!! I don't want to have a sucky one. It's suppose to be memorable.

Ugh, school sucks more than it did a few months ago. I wish time just froze there. I can't bloody wait to leave!

Between now and liftoff ( the time I'll be leaving for Doulos - April) I've got so much stuff to complete. SAT, finishing my 13 Lifepacs, grade 8 theory exam, preparing for Doulos. die die die. ( I'm not wasting my time here okayyy. Writing the essay is part of preparing for Doulos, and I'm blogging to help me write better =P )

Driving is coming up. Probably get my license by the end of November. Oh, I might be able get a private orthodontist to do my braces! That means, I won't have to wait another full year before I take them off. Woohoo...!

Check this video out. It's the skit we're doing for awards night. I'm the money person. Cha-ching!

Maybe I need to read more. Hmmm.. That'll could help with writing.

My Astro freaking sucks.

Nina, if you're reading this, I MISS YOU!! love you love you

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Way Better

I'm not suppose to be here. I have my Language Arts book on the table. I've been sitting on it for about 2 months now... So I'll be doomed if I don't complete it this week. (to all you non AOP people, one LA book usually takes about less than a month to complete. So 2 months is tooo long.)

My holidays haven't been that bad la. Not as bad as the last one anyway. I haven't been out, but still it was okay.

The teachers came over to my house on Monday. They fellowshipped over my dads seafood pasta, wine, my mum's burnt brownies, and lots more. Yes, teachers meaning Lizzy, Christie, Jenna, Daisy, Linda... (my mums co workers la!)

On Tuesday, I went for my first driving lesson. I completely suck! I drove for about 2 hours in Bangsar and the instructor told me to drive myself home! That means driving on Jalan Maarof! Scary. Then I went to gym, worked my butt of, burnt 600 calories ( everyone, say Wahh). Ding and Sing came, picked me up from gym and went over to my house. Ding came to do SAT, Sing went for ice cream with my bro. Before studying, we had my dads meatball pasta. yum =) When it was time to study, my stupid elder bro kept kacau-ing! We still managed to finish some papers, but my scores were all lower than Dings! Can you imagine? The SAT book in front of us, while we eat leftover brownies, chips and ice cream. That's the best kind of studying man! So, Ding left after we finished "studying". I watched more Ugly Betty and had a lovely roasted chicken for dinner.

Yesterday, I went for driving again. Drove all the way to Kelana Jaya! Practiced abit there, then drove back to Bangsar using the Federal Highway! I'm such a hero right? No. I was suppose to turn left at a junction and I lost control of the car. The car ended up on the curb! I drove myself to the gym, burnt of 590 calories (everyone, say wahhh again), went home, had dinner with white wine, and went to PJ for my long awaited appointment with Mr. Jeffrey Koit. Know what? I'm 90% sure I'm going to Doulos in April! wwweeeeee! HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY =DD

I went for driving again today. Same place, except I didn't drive up any curb. But my engine die-ded when I was tuning in a a junction! So I caused a mini jam! I'm so chun right? Came home at 1, slept till 4 and started studying. In between taking notes, I come over to the laptop which is where I am right now =)

Tomorrow, I'm finally going out! With May-you-gimme-a-bell (Maybelle). I'm not quite sure where yet, but I think we'll just go to Bangsar Village. Then I can go to the gym and burn off more calories(everyone, say wahhh again). After gym, Ice cream!!! ALL YOU CAN EAT! woohoo =D

So, holidays have not been bad after all. It's wayyyy better than the last.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007


okay, I really didn't want to do this. But I can't stand it, I need an outlet. Don't read if you don't want to then.

The dad is pissing me off cause he doesn't care, the bloody connection is pissing me off,my weight is also screwing with me. It's the holidays, so, duh! I'm pissed off about that. Ugh (oh, and I'm saying that alot these days too)

I think the only good thing I can really look forward to is going on the beautiful ship. Everytime I see a picture of it or hear about it or just think about it, my heart-is-skips-a-beat. In the mean time, I've got SAT, graduating and Grade 8 theory exma to worry about.

Other than that, life just freaking stinks. Haven't been to the cinema since Rush Hour, haven't been to a mall since I went for Rush Hour.. UGH! Little things just add up to it la. This holiday is so gonna be crap I tell you. It already is and I've 3 days more to die. Then school starts and it won't be so bad.

I wanna see more cute kids! Sunday school kids and GB cadets. I miss playing with them oh-so-cute children. I miss having a good movie to watch... That would really do me good right now. Oh, and well, yea.. friends too.

I just found out that my airfare to the South Pacific from KL would cost me a whooping RM7000! Thats one way ok! And thats just air fare. There's still Visa (which I only need in two countries), the USD700, and other expenses. Sigh, just when I thought it was aallll good... Things will be. It has to. God wills it! (HAH! I sound like a terrorist declaring a jihad)

Life's sucking right now and I miss Nina.

UGH!! I was already feeling better and the stupid fooshing connection had to be so dumb! I wanted to post a nice picture of Nina, Carolyn and I... Stupid connection

Friday, October 12, 2007

Happy Tears

wooohooOOOoooo! Bear with me people! I'm so happy I don't think happy is the right word... ELATED!!

Everything seems to be going so well now. Doulos will be in the South Pacific!!! Solomon Island, Vanuatu, Fiji, Tonga. SCREAM WITH ME! This high is so unusual. It not like the other ones. It's like I'm overjoyed. So happy, I can't really feel it. Just feel myself on the verge of happy tears. I'm serious! I never had happy tears before. Everytime I look at the schedule, I just smile a big, big smile and laugh out loud.

It's not just the location, of course. Doors are opening all over the placeeeee. Support, financial aid etc.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

What else?

You know how everything will always go wrong with me? When I'm excited about something and looking forward to it, either something bad would happen or something good. When I'm anticipating the day to come, either something horrible will happen that'll prevent me from going, or something so good I never expected will happen.

It's normal for me of think of every bad thing that could happen and every good thing that can happen. When the day comes, it just does and I can't do anything to change it. It completely sucks when the bad thing happens. And it'll be totally awesome if the good thing happens.

So, with Doulos, I really don't know what will happen. I'm so scared. What if I end up not going? Ugh...

I know. Everything goes according to God's plan. But still... I think too much la! How can I stop it when it's something I do so naturally.

I need help.

Monday, October 8, 2007

Medical Information

I left the OM application form open while my bro used the comp. Check out what he typed in.

Just in case you can't read the information required.

Do you have anything in your medical history that could limit where you might serve with OM (i.e., disabilities, prescription medication, special diets, etc.)

edit: the Queen asked me what OM is. So I better explain here. OM is Operation Mobilization. The "ministry" Doulos is under.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Lizzy's famous

Forget about meeting with the teacher. Check this video out and you'd see the true face of LIZZY! Remember when I said Lizzy was nice one for a whole week sometime ago? It was taken then. Listen to the background voices. They make the video more interesting.

Friday, October 5, 2007

For Summer

Fine Summer, I'll write something about your birthday.
September the 28th was the dearest Summer's birthday. Sing with me *summer lovin' had me a blast...*

isn't Summer just so pretty?

So, ever since I found out about cuppacakes, I've always wanted to order one for some one's birthday. Every time I try, something goes wrong. As usual la. This time, I managed to get Summer Gan the swurvely cupcakes

Just a few days before her birthday, I saw her display picture on msn and started screaming!!( inside) I asked her a few questions and found out later that someone else had beaten me to it. Damn it! I was soooo looking forward to surprising her with it cause I was pretty sure she hasn't heard of it and it would be a nice surprise. Ish...

Shaniway, we still went ahead with it and "surprised" her. Of course, someone had to spoil it.

I wanna go downstairs

Cannot! You must go up with me.


Er... because we're gonna eat something

Why la Sean?? blur blur blur

happy birthday to you

blurblursean and sheilalau


Adam doesn't know how to take pictures

finally! A pretty one

cuppacakes. *so pretty*


no! gimme!!

all boxed up

I just realized. I blogged about Summer's birthday before I blogged about mine. Not surprising!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

We're Crazy

Katty Fatty said I should show the world(as if the world reads) our craziness. So people "of the world", this is what we do in school.

PS: don't watch it with your brain intact. Seriously.

Sunday, September 30, 2007


Ramblings aren't that bad... My cheese post pricked up the Queen's curiosity. She wants to try blue cheese! It's gonna be so sweet looking at her nibble at it.

can you imagine her face turning green?

video video video!!

Anyway, I'm getting fat. Ish, I've been eating so much. Every since my birthday, I've been eating alot.

First, there's the ample amount of chocolates I got as presents. Believe it or not, I still have got some more in my room. I love chocolates! But when they give me migraines and a larger number when I weigh myself, I try to cut down.

Then, there's the fact that my dad's been home for dinner more often. So it means eating more if we go out. Cause with my dad, it's always - EAT. I can complain like an old women about my weight but when good food is in front of me, I can't say no. Yesterday, I had a huge brunch, went for GB, had burburchacha and some fried stuff the cadets made, went to LaBodega for dinner, then some "tai chow" for supper. . . Can you hear the numbers increasing?

The starwood vouchers expire this month, and we still have some hotel buffet ones left. Yesterday, I had brunch at The Westin. Omg, it sucked! Service was horrible!! They had some stuff like lamb sausage and lots of pastries, but still, it sucked. Could be because my expectation was too high. Can't blame me right? 5 star hotel? Then the other restaurant there - Prego, was soooo good. Sheesh. Nvm, I still ate alot though. Went to Sheraton Imperial for lunch today. Because I went after church, my bro and I took a cab there and we had only 1 hour plus to eat! The food there was goooood. The range of food available not as big as Westin, but it was good. Ooooooh, they had cheeese. BLUE CHEESE... yuumm. The sushi was super nice. The service was nice. The restaurant itself was so pretty. I really stuffed myself today. Didn't have dinner.

I worked out abit before I showered. When I went to the kitchen after that, the first thing I grabbed was the lovely meringue from Westin. Aiyo, I tell you. I have no control la... Probably gained back everything I lost. I need to confine myself in a room with only water with me for a month or something.

I just got away from the comp for awhile and my bro just handed me a secret recipe cheese cake. Here I am grumbling and yet, I just finished half a cake. Aiyo, I need to be hypnotised.

Nina left. *sob sob* I miss her alot.

I have two wonderful friends I don't ever wanna loose

(look at how pretty Nina is!)

Tuesday, September 25, 2007


I wanna be on top top top top... SHEEEESH! I was watching ANTM while I typed that and MY FATHER changed the channel. Watching TV3 news... Okay, the mood I had just vanished. Ooooo, someone robbed a bank in 1u... Screw la! I wanna watch ANTM!

Just update abit on my future. Doulos replied my pre-application form. Sent me an email with some brouchers attached. If I wanted the application form, I'd have to request for one. So I email back asking for the form and more questions. He replied back in BROKEN ENGLISH! Must be a volunteer who took up English as his second language. So, I have to form now but I can't do anything with it yet. Have to talk to my dad about it, pray very hard about it. It'll cost me 700USD for 70 days. I've got to pay for my own flights, visa and insurance. It'll total to an estimated cost of RM 6,000. I know it's CRAZY! I'm putting everything into God's hands. Of course I'd still get scared la, but I'm praying I don't even know where the ship will be in April!! Probably Philippines? That'll be nice =)

Oh ya, yesterday I went for driving. Was suppose to go last week. No transport provided because I signed up late. Found out in the morning that the car broke down again. So, I tried again this week. Suppose to be waiting for transport at 8am. I set my phone alarm, went to sleep, and woke up screaming. My stupid phone died. NO battery. It was already 8.10! Panicked la of course. My dad sent me there in the end. It was sooo boring. I almost feel asleep. It was in MALAY! I was like a Zombie the whole day. I can't waaait to get my license.

It's Nina's last day in school today.

Friday, September 21, 2007


I love cheese. I love cheese more than you. I'm eating blue cheese. I loooove blue cheese. *munch munch* wait, lemme get some more blue cheese. No! I'm eating the last bit... After this cracker, it's gonna be Gouda Cheese. I love Gouda cheese, but I looove blue cheese. Yuumm!

*must control self, canot open more cheese*

So, how do you stop eating lovely cheese?
1) Weigh self
2) Search "cheese nutrition" on Google

Did you know? 1oz of blue cheese contains 8g of fat and 5.5g of saturated fat? and 1oz of Gouda contains 8g of fat and 5g of saturated fat? Their among the top list of "Highly Fatty Cheese"

So, NO MORE CHEESE FOR ME. (not tonight anyway... ooo, if only I could have wine. That would be soo lovely =D)

Shit, I failed. I'm eating 1 more cracker of blue. But but but, there was one more cracker left! It would be a waste if I didn't eat it with cheese =)

There's a reason why I haven't updated in a week. It's because I've got no mood, I'm kinda stressed, I'M LAZY. So if I were to update my blog when under these circumstances, well, you see it in the ramblings above.

I'll just post up some pictures since that's the only way I'm gonna be able to justify this post. Pictures = not boring ( I didn't type in "interesting" because picture does not = interesting)

yes, they're gay =P

the green pen(first generation)

fries, lame jokes, Sean jokes and lots of mayonnaise(for the fries la, what were you thinking)


Sheila Lau HAD to turn for the camera

She was in a BMW, she had to be stylish

these posers love their poles

open wide



check out the rock star

I know, she poses well

this is how you get Munyee-ed

the genius gets stressed out too. That's how I cheer her up!

white penguin?

Saturday, September 15, 2007

yes? no? maybe?

I'm confused! My future is really messed up. I don't know what I'm gonna do, and I only have 4 months left. I'm so confused I don't even know what to pray for anymore. What I should be asking and all that. I know what I don't want and what I like. I kinda know what I would like to do but I can't really do because of some limitations. And then there's the timing of everything! AHH!! I know... I should depend on God. But I still have to make my own decision right? Like I said, I don't know what to ask for anymore. There's the normal guidance, providence and dependence that I pray for, but I feel it's not enough! I don't know why. Slap me!

I'm just gonna make a list for my own sake.

I don't want

- to study anymore. None of those professions like doctors and all that because they study all their life.

I like
- children! nono, sorry... I LOVE KIDS!

- production. If I HAD to get a degree(soo many people have told me how important one would be. And of course I've realised that) I would get one in mass comm. I love production. I love getting the ideas on my head into real live sets. When I'm thinking of stuff for school or GB, there just this thing that goes on in my head. So, if I ended up studying(I probably would) mass comm it is. But I DON'T WANT TO STUDY YET! I can do that later.

I would like to do

- travel. I wish there were such a job or something that would have me live in one country for a year or so and then move to another. That way, you get the whole culture. Not just touring around sight seeing even though that's nice too.

- be an air stewardess cause they travel and they get paid ALOT. There's also the whole cabin crew which I know is not glamorous but the experience you get from there, priceless! I can't do that next year cause of the stupid braces. Sheesh

- go on Doulos. I sooo wanna go because I really like what they do. Sail to different countries helping them in every way they can, spiritually and physically. My dad doesn't allow me to do that. Just cause it's not a strong enough foundation for my future. He said "you can go next time when you're older". BUT, I just found out that Doulos is retiring in 2010!! *screammmmmm* How la? I sent a pre-application form a week ago without my parents knowledge (shhhh..) I would be great if I could go next year and join them for two years which is kinda the normal time length for volunteers BUT, there's the stupid braces again! I can't be on a ship for two years when I have appointments once in two months right? So, I just sent in the form for the three month short term thing. I should be able to work with my dentist about it. But I WANT TO join for two years!! Three months seriously not enough la. I stumbled( I don't think it's stumbling, more like God's will, but I'll just put it as "stumbled") onto soo many ex douloids' blogs. It's really amazing how much you can learn from there. Really, it's so amazing, I don't really know how to put it in words. If I did, it'll be an essay.
So how? I only have about 4 months okay. Not to mention the whole timing thing like deadlines.
Slap me people! or point a gun at my head.
Oh btw, excuse my weird grammar. I just took off my brains to watch "She's The Man"

first, we slide down

then, we get stuck at the bottom!

I told you I love kids.

This was taken during the Sengoi mission trip.

Kids and mission work. Ahhh... Life!

Thursday, September 13, 2007


Since you(yes you Kathy!) asked me blog and you(Sean doesn't read this. darn.) asked for pictures, you shall get it. Only because you're lucky and I'm high enough even though I didn't have dried mangoes. (if only Mun Yee's smart enough to figure out my blog add)

I don't like blogging when I have ALOT of things too blog about. ( I can hear the number of times you say "Weird') I gets too weird and the post'll get sucky=( I'll just list them down as I go and hope I don't forget anything. It might not make sense but whatever la, I'll have pictures!

I finished Eclipse. Finally! I'm a slow reader but I finished it and I don't like Bella. How could she do that! Argh!! Never mind, Nina says I have to read it again to learn why she did that. I'm more than willing man. Edward Cullen *sigh* excuse me while I dream ***** I know it's Young Adult fiction and might seem kiddie, but but but... it's Edward *ahhh*

Mun Yee's mad that I didn't write anything about her. So I shall. Her name is Sheila Lau Mun Yee. (Say Sheila Lau real quick, ahahhahaha) It's not Sheila. It's a name Carolyn and I gave her. Her other name is Sandy(sponge bob) cause she's weird. When you go crazy with her, you're officially Munyee-ed. I just got it last night:

we have to make a list, it'll be the "worthy of edward" list

alright. tommorrow.. we shall make like a ten must have qualities to receive edward list

but oonly 10? he deserves sooo much more

alrite..i'll write ten.. u write till ur fingers bleed

after awhile...

sheeesh, how big is your head?

i dunno.. maybe ill measure it later? how big is urs? are we havin a contest

Laugh people! if you don't, you're not lame and I can't raise the lame flag.
Happy Mun Yee? Sorry. Sheila?

I told her I look weird, but she says I look like Jasmine. Darn those grills!

Then there was my birthday. I don't want to update about that la. Don't want to put pictures in either. I must "challenge" myself to post a special one on that. I look Bugly on most of the pics anyway. Just in case I don't, I'd tell you some stuff.

There was GOOD food. Everyone was dressed up cause I made them. We had FONDUE! Chocolate fondue!! I'll just put up a pic I took that day

This is a picture to bug me to write about it. So I can explain.

Nina is leaving too soon! AHHH!!! I'm gonna miss her so so so much. Tomorrow is her last day, I hope the plan MY and I have for her farewell is good enough. School's gonna be so different without her =(

I know I have crazy friends.

Why must you leave?!

There's a whole lot of pictures from school. I've posted them on my Multiply.

There are class pictures

There are Lizzie pictures

There are lunch time pictures

There are PE pictures

And there'll be alot more pictures when I add on and when Kathy sends her pictures to me.

I don't know if I left out anything. I hope not.

I wanted to put up more pictures. But the stupid connection is getting on my nerves! Next time la. Or just go to my multiply.

Monday, September 10, 2007

Perfect Time

So I was just watching Ugly Betty and Betty's dad had to prove he was in the country at a particular year. After much research, he presented the customs worker with a receipt.

It was dated September 10th.

I love my life!

Sunday, September 9, 2007

as if

It's not Friday. Oops... What was I thinking? Never mind. Let's pretend it's Friday, then I can tell you about my crazy week. Okay?

It was the first week of school since the holidays and it really wasn't bad at all. Lizzie was actually having fun in class! Well, most of the time... We came to a school that's still under construction and has a prison for a classroom. I have no idea why they boarded up the windows. Next year, there's gonna be bars.

The week was full of cat fights! I got pinched, poked and scratched like mad by Nina and then got scratched, pinched and whacked by the Queen aka ShanaLogic. You can still see the scars!

I got hold of Eclipse!! Yay! Ah... Edward Cullen *dreamssss*

It was such a weird week, I actually did work at home! (it IS big news)

I found out that Nina is leaving soon. TOO SOON! I'm gonna miss her so so so much. I can't remember when was the last time I felt like this. *sob*

Today(Friday), while I was drawing a map, the whole school blacked out! So because they boarded up the windows the whole class was pitch black. So happen, I was wearing a glow-in-the-dark shirt! So I was glowing the whole time and people wouldn't loose me =D The Queen was sooo freaked out, she jumped to my chair, pulled me down and expected me to sit on the chair when her whole butt was on it! She wouldn't even let me stand up cause she was soooo afraid. tsk tsk what a Queen.

I decided on Sunday that I wouldn't have a party outside. Instead, why not one in my house? Get my dad to cook and ask everyone to dress up. So that's what I'm doing tomorrow(Saturday), celebrating my birthday on Lizzie's actual birthday =D =D My dad said I could invite only 10! So it's really limited. I wish I could invite more but my dad is not Superman.

So that's about it for my week. I THINK. Doesn't seem like much but it was nice.
Everybody, cross your fingers(when I cross mine, it doesn't work) and hope I'd put up pictures.

Okay, this is getting too weird. Let's get back to the real world where it's Sunday so I can get back to watching Ugly Betty. *whoosh*

Thursday, September 6, 2007


You have to click on the blue words. I mean it!

*look in to the blue... you haveee to click it*

Firstly it's my friend Melinda and her awesome voice. She sings with everything! Her sound is so country and yet not? I dunno how to describe it. It's so GOOD. Not just the song but the singer itself is so amazing. I really missed her when I left that school. With Carmen, the three of us can go siao!

Next is this website I found from, BlueKaripap. You have to check it out. It's so Malaysian made and no, it does not mean it's poorly maintained or lousy or whatever that Malaysia can be. It's super cool. New episodes come out once in a blue moon.(not exactly la, I just wanted to say blue =P)

Remember ShanaLogic? Ish, I've already advertised (like as if sooo many people read my blog) you but I'll just do it again since there are so many escargoes in your blog =P

Then there's this fatty whom I absolutely love. I call her a very slim fat... HAH! Like I'm promoting my friend =P She's single by the way ehehhe
There's this poem I wrote for her while I was walking from the train(of all times!) Excuse my elementary brain okay?

My fatty smatty is oh so gorgeous,
Her long legs and sexy curves make me jealous.
When she walks into a room,
Heads turn to see the blossom bloom,
Oh my fatty smatty,
How you make boys go crazy!

I'll blog again tomorrow. About my crazy week.
Weeee! It'll be my first time blogging two days straight!

Sunday, September 2, 2007


It's the last day of my holiday! boohoo... =( That means no more updating as often since I'd be "studying harder" to graduate this year. I didn't even touch my books this holiday man... So much for graduating right? I PROMISE. I will work harder * you cannot see my fingers crossed behind my back*

I passed my undang at last! After delaying for four weeks, I started studying at 12 am sat morning, slept at 5.30am, woke up at 7am and took my test at 8am and finished in 30 min. I know I rock =P

43/50 (passing mark 42) woooohooo!!!

I took the English lecture which was actually not boring. Believe it or not, it was quite informative. Making it interesting. I was given the English hand book and I requested for the Malay one just for the questions. So because I started studying so late, I just went through all 500 questions of the book and took the test in Malay! (if you don't know, my Malay is BAD. I didn't even know what muatan means)

Sorry, this is not suppose to be my topic.

My topic is... Ahem, what's the date of the second Monday of the month? I won't say it. But I want to. Should I? Maybe I should... Then again... Lets just say I'd be LEGAL! weeeeee!

This is going to be my first time celebrating on a school day. All my life, it has always happened during school holidays or weekends. If I was in a local school, it would have meant that I have never celebrated my day on school day in my life since I would have graduated already. Oh well, one day would be nice. Let's just hope the day itself would be nice too. (If you don't know what I'm trying to do here, think harder =P I'm h.....g) I don't even know where I wanna go for dinner. Normally, my dad takes the family out for dinner during our days. This year, he says I can invite some people and go somewhere nice. I thought of somewhere already but I FORGOT. Till now, I still can't remember and it's only eight days away.

Places actually refers to "where to go for dinner?!" If you have any ideas do let me knowwww. =)

Last year in Prego, Westin. (Same date as next Monday)