Tuesday, October 30, 2007


Blogaration - the inspiration to blog

I seriously need something. I'm suppose to be writing my essay for the OM application form. About how I became a Christian and all that. I can't bleeding write anything la. I've only done 2 paragraphs and I think they suck. I kinda have an idea? but it's not coming up properly!

So, after a week of neglecting this poor old ugly blue blog, I finally turned to it for help. Maybe, just maybe, by blogging, I'd be able to write my essay more naturally and make it an awesome one.

I'm rely on blogaration to get inspiration. Ma-ma-mia!

Oh shitty crap, now I have nothing to write about. I can either rant, or go through some stuff that's happening (not much la. I'm a loser remember?) I can't use pictures either, cause then it'll be defeating my whole purpose of writing this post right?

School's having the awards/ graduation night n the 11th. Our school(Chempaka PJ) was suppose to be organizing it. But... the 'higher authorities" have been so messed up lately, everything got jumbled up and now, things are back to the same. Messy, last minute, not organised. I'm graduating la!! I don't want to have a sucky one. It's suppose to be memorable.

Ugh, school sucks more than it did a few months ago. I wish time just froze there. I can't bloody wait to leave!

Between now and liftoff ( the time I'll be leaving for Doulos - April) I've got so much stuff to complete. SAT, finishing my 13 Lifepacs, grade 8 theory exam, preparing for Doulos. die die die. ( I'm not wasting my time here okayyy. Writing the essay is part of preparing for Doulos, and I'm blogging to help me write better =P )

Driving is coming up. Probably get my license by the end of November. Oh, I might be able get a private orthodontist to do my braces! That means, I won't have to wait another full year before I take them off. Woohoo...!

Check this video out. It's the skit we're doing for awards night. I'm the money person. Cha-ching!

Maybe I need to read more. Hmmm.. That'll could help with writing.

My Astro freaking sucks.

Nina, if you're reading this, I MISS YOU!! love you love you

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Way Better

I'm not suppose to be here. I have my Language Arts book on the table. I've been sitting on it for about 2 months now... So I'll be doomed if I don't complete it this week. (to all you non AOP people, one LA book usually takes about less than a month to complete. So 2 months is tooo long.)

My holidays haven't been that bad la. Not as bad as the last one anyway. I haven't been out, but still it was okay.

The teachers came over to my house on Monday. They fellowshipped over my dads seafood pasta, wine, my mum's burnt brownies, and lots more. Yes, teachers meaning Lizzy, Christie, Jenna, Daisy, Linda... (my mums co workers la!)

On Tuesday, I went for my first driving lesson. I completely suck! I drove for about 2 hours in Bangsar and the instructor told me to drive myself home! That means driving on Jalan Maarof! Scary. Then I went to gym, worked my butt of, burnt 600 calories ( everyone, say Wahh). Ding and Sing came, picked me up from gym and went over to my house. Ding came to do SAT, Sing went for ice cream with my bro. Before studying, we had my dads meatball pasta. yum =) When it was time to study, my stupid elder bro kept kacau-ing! We still managed to finish some papers, but my scores were all lower than Dings! Can you imagine? The SAT book in front of us, while we eat leftover brownies, chips and ice cream. That's the best kind of studying man! So, Ding left after we finished "studying". I watched more Ugly Betty and had a lovely roasted chicken for dinner.

Yesterday, I went for driving again. Drove all the way to Kelana Jaya! Practiced abit there, then drove back to Bangsar using the Federal Highway! I'm such a hero right? No. I was suppose to turn left at a junction and I lost control of the car. The car ended up on the curb! I drove myself to the gym, burnt of 590 calories (everyone, say wahhh again), went home, had dinner with white wine, and went to PJ for my long awaited appointment with Mr. Jeffrey Koit. Know what? I'm 90% sure I'm going to Doulos in April! wwweeeeee! HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY =DD

I went for driving again today. Same place, except I didn't drive up any curb. But my engine die-ded when I was tuning in a a junction! So I caused a mini jam! I'm so chun right? Came home at 1, slept till 4 and started studying. In between taking notes, I come over to the laptop which is where I am right now =)

Tomorrow, I'm finally going out! With May-you-gimme-a-bell (Maybelle). I'm not quite sure where yet, but I think we'll just go to Bangsar Village. Then I can go to the gym and burn off more calories(everyone, say wahhh again). After gym, Ice cream!!! ALL YOU CAN EAT! woohoo =D

So, holidays have not been bad after all. It's wayyyy better than the last.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007


okay, I really didn't want to do this. But I can't stand it, I need an outlet. Don't read if you don't want to then.

The dad is pissing me off cause he doesn't care, the bloody connection is pissing me off,my weight is also screwing with me. It's the holidays, so, duh! I'm pissed off about that. Ugh (oh, and I'm saying that alot these days too)

I think the only good thing I can really look forward to is going on the beautiful ship. Everytime I see a picture of it or hear about it or just think about it, my heart-is-skips-a-beat. In the mean time, I've got SAT, graduating and Grade 8 theory exma to worry about.

Other than that, life just freaking stinks. Haven't been to the cinema since Rush Hour, haven't been to a mall since I went for Rush Hour.. UGH! Little things just add up to it la. This holiday is so gonna be crap I tell you. It already is and I've 3 days more to die. Then school starts and it won't be so bad.

I wanna see more cute kids! Sunday school kids and GB cadets. I miss playing with them oh-so-cute children. I miss having a good movie to watch... That would really do me good right now. Oh, and well, yea.. friends too.

I just found out that my airfare to the South Pacific from KL would cost me a whooping RM7000! Thats one way ok! And thats just air fare. There's still Visa (which I only need in two countries), the USD700, and other expenses. Sigh, just when I thought it was aallll good... Things will be. It has to. God wills it! (HAH! I sound like a terrorist declaring a jihad)

Life's sucking right now and I miss Nina.

UGH!! I was already feeling better and the stupid fooshing connection had to be so dumb! I wanted to post a nice picture of Nina, Carolyn and I... Stupid connection

Friday, October 12, 2007

Happy Tears

wooohooOOOoooo! Bear with me people! I'm so happy I don't think happy is the right word... ELATED!!

Everything seems to be going so well now. Doulos will be in the South Pacific!!! Solomon Island, Vanuatu, Fiji, Tonga. SCREAM WITH ME! This high is so unusual. It not like the other ones. It's like I'm overjoyed. So happy, I can't really feel it. Just feel myself on the verge of happy tears. I'm serious! I never had happy tears before. Everytime I look at the schedule, I just smile a big, big smile and laugh out loud.

It's not just the location, of course. Doors are opening all over the placeeeee. Support, financial aid etc.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

What else?

You know how everything will always go wrong with me? When I'm excited about something and looking forward to it, either something bad would happen or something good. When I'm anticipating the day to come, either something horrible will happen that'll prevent me from going, or something so good I never expected will happen.

It's normal for me of think of every bad thing that could happen and every good thing that can happen. When the day comes, it just does and I can't do anything to change it. It completely sucks when the bad thing happens. And it'll be totally awesome if the good thing happens.

So, with Doulos, I really don't know what will happen. I'm so scared. What if I end up not going? Ugh...

I know. Everything goes according to God's plan. But still... I think too much la! How can I stop it when it's something I do so naturally.

I need help.

Monday, October 8, 2007

Medical Information

I left the OM application form open while my bro used the comp. Check out what he typed in.

Just in case you can't read the information required.

Do you have anything in your medical history that could limit where you might serve with OM (i.e., disabilities, prescription medication, special diets, etc.)

edit: the Queen asked me what OM is. So I better explain here. OM is Operation Mobilization. The "ministry" Doulos is under.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Lizzy's famous

Forget about meeting with the teacher. Check this video out and you'd see the true face of LIZZY! Remember when I said Lizzy was nice one for a whole week sometime ago? It was taken then. Listen to the background voices. They make the video more interesting.

Friday, October 5, 2007

For Summer

Fine Summer, I'll write something about your birthday.
September the 28th was the dearest Summer's birthday. Sing with me *summer lovin' had me a blast...*

isn't Summer just so pretty?

So, ever since I found out about cuppacakes, I've always wanted to order one for some one's birthday. Every time I try, something goes wrong. As usual la. This time, I managed to get Summer Gan the swurvely cupcakes

Just a few days before her birthday, I saw her display picture on msn and started screaming!!( inside) I asked her a few questions and found out later that someone else had beaten me to it. Damn it! I was soooo looking forward to surprising her with it cause I was pretty sure she hasn't heard of it and it would be a nice surprise. Ish...

Shaniway, we still went ahead with it and "surprised" her. Of course, someone had to spoil it.

I wanna go downstairs

Cannot! You must go up with me.


Er... because we're gonna eat something

Why la Sean?? blur blur blur

happy birthday to you

blurblursean and sheilalau


Adam doesn't know how to take pictures

finally! A pretty one

cuppacakes. *so pretty*


no! gimme!!

all boxed up

I just realized. I blogged about Summer's birthday before I blogged about mine. Not surprising!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

We're Crazy

Katty Fatty said I should show the world(as if the world reads) our craziness. So people "of the world", this is what we do in school.

PS: don't watch it with your brain intact. Seriously.