Change

In between? Is that what this is called? Just drifting, doing what has to be done and just plain wasting my time otherwise. In between the old and the new. Or rather, the old and the coming. I need a change. Any kind of change. Drastic, subtle, as long as it gives me some kind of push. It's much more difficult to change myself when I'm at home compared to when I was away. Everything is familiar, nothing to challenge me, difficult to change my "preception". Change, Lord, I need change.